Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Yeah, so I'd rather live in a tent in the middle of the woods without an iPhone?

Looking back on that post from the other night, I thought I'd be regretting posting it by now just because it was so "heat of the moment." But I'm not yet, it just has me thinking more.

I remember something from Estonia that actually had a larger impact on me than I initially thought. When we met with Dr. Andres Arrak to discuss the Estonian economic model, he quoted himself in his presentation that got my wheels turning, so to say.

It went something like this:

"This is not a housing crisis. This is not a financial crisis. This is not an economic crisis. This is a crisis of values."

I completely agree with this. Nowadays, everyone's got to have the BEST thing, the newest thing. That's why you see smartphones in everyone's hands, and why you see huge houses being built for people who can hardly afford it.

Sure, I'm one of the very few college aged students who still lacks a smartphone and doesn't see a need for it. I would also personally rather live in a tent in the middle of the wilderness than in a nice house in the 'burbs of Minneapolis half the time. I still own my first generation iPod touch from like, 5 or 6 years ago. It works, why would I need a new one? Because of these personal thoughts and views, I've probably saved myself a good amount of money over the years, unlike a lot of my peers.

So I may be a bit biased when I say this, just because of my personal views, but what has caused our society to suddenly need the "best" of everything? Is it a status issue? I don't really know, but it's just something I've been thinking a lot about.

It also ties in with my post the other day. Because we all want the best, that means we need more and more money. So, naturally, college students are feeling more and more pressure to focus on school and internships, etc, so they can get that killer job right after graduating and start paying off those student loans so they can be wealthy in the future and eventually afford all the best things. (the student loan issue is another thing in itself...)

In the end, it seems to me, out of pure observation, that our society thinks it's all about the money. I'm currently trying to live my life in a different way. Granted, I've grown up in a fortunate enough position where I personally don't have to struggle to pay my way through school or work out my own budget or finances. And this factor may set me back, since I really don't HAVE to worry about my money as much as other kids my age. In fact, it also acts as an incentive for me to work harder at school and work so I don't upset or disappoint my parents. Then again, if I were paying for my entire education, I may be working even harder, but also may find more opportunities to "live." It's all something for me to think about more I guess.

Still. I'd like to see everyone take a step back and ask themselves if they're doing it for the money, or for themselves and their own lives. Personally, I'm going to try to create a balance of being financially stable and yet still doing what I want with my 20 year old life while I still can. I mean, YOLO, right?

So chew on that. Happy Hump Day, folks.

Monday, July 8, 2013

Breaking the mold, forming new perspectives


Being home for a month in the summertime sans summer job can be a boring thing. After waking up early to beat the heat for a long run in the woods, I usually find myself sitting at home, doing chores for my mom or on my computer. It’s day 6 of being home during the month of July, in between studying abroad and moving back into my house at school, and I’m already going crazy.

With every click on this computer, I wonder “there’s gotta be something far more exciting and meaningful than what I’m doing right now.” And I know there is. Every day that passes is a missed opportunity for great adventures, as I see it. Welp, there goes another one I guess.

It’s got me thinking. After just returning from a study abroad program in Estonia, I’ve been reflecting on it, and what exactly I got out of it. Sure, I saw a part of the world (including Estonia, Finland, and Russia) that hardly anyone ever gets to see in his or her lifetime. But I mean, what did I do over there that was really “life changing?”

The answer? I gained valuable experience in my area of study. Just another thing to put on my resume, perhaps. Yes, I’m very happy I went, and beyond grateful for the experience, don’t get me wrong. But did I change any lives? Did I really leave an impact? Did it really change my life all that much?

And the dreaded answer to this? Not really.

More thinking. So, this life that we (as 20 something year olds) are all living - the one where we attend school until age 18, then select a college or university to attend and pursue a 4 -year degree in our preferred area of study, only to find ourselves often struggling to find a career then eventually settling down and marrying, having kids and so on - is it really all we can do? Or is there more to this picture?

As much as I want to prepare myself for the “real world” during my time in college so I can get a good job and make my parents and myself happy, I still wonder if it’s truly right. All this career prepping makes students like me so susceptible to tunnel vision, and we often seem to lose sight of what this life is really about.

I want to make a difference. I want to do something in my life that is bigger than I can imagine. I want to have adventures. Adventures that I can tell my kids and grandkids about.

Right now, as a 20 year old student, I’ve got some big dreams. Biking across the country. Backpacking the entire Superior Hiking Trail. Backpacking (or biking) across Europe. Volunteering in an undeveloped country. This is only the start of my list, but it’s already piling up. In addition, I realize that each one of these things will take a tremendous amount of work and perhaps money to accomplish, which quite honestly, scares me.

(I may be starting to seem like the typical, naive, 20 something year old who is getting way ahead of herself here, but stay with me.)

Regardless, I want to work hard at getting these things crossed off, or at least planned. As much as I enjoy traveling recreationally as a tourist similar to the trip I just had in Eastern Europe, I feel as though my time and money can be spent in a better way when traveling at my age, especially since I enjoy seeing new places and experiencing new things so much. I’ve always had the traveling itch, so why not make the absolute most out of it while I can.

So instead of focusing so hard on building that resume so I can stand out to potential employers, why not go ahead and do some more adventuring and gain real life experience? Whether it’s getting lost in a new land or meeting some truly unforgettable people in this world, I’m craving it more than anything right now.

Sure, I’ve been watching YouTube videos, reading blogs and listening to inspiring music tonight, which is probably part of why all these things are suddenly occurring to me. It's happened before though, and I can’t let this feeling slip away from me again. I’ve really got to act on it, so here I am, typing away, so I can read this later and be reminded that I want this for my life.

One thing I’ve learned over the past 6 months is that it’s not all about the grades or the summer jobs or the internships. It’s about how you can relate to people, what kinds of experiences you’ve had, and how these experiences have shaped you as a person.

So that’s my goal. Slowing down, and not rushing into the 9 to 5 scheme while I still can. And yet being reasonable and somewhat practical about it, of course.

To end this random blurb about life, here’s some lyrics from the recent Ellie Goulding song, “Burn,” that left me with chills the first time I listened –we all have the fire, it’s whether or not we chose to really let it  burn:

When the lights turned down, they don't know what they heard
Strike the match, play it loud, giving love to the world
We'll be raising our hands, shining up to the sky
‘Cause we got the fire, fire, fire
And we gonna let it burn.



Monday, July 1, 2013

Home

After an amazing month in Europe, a hellish travel day, and a magical weekend in Duluth, I'm home.

And as TBT says, "there's no place like home."


Thursday, May 9, 2013

Summer 2013

I haven't been posting recently due to the storm of finals and moving and such as the "spring" semester came to a close. I say "spring" because I've been without snow for 6 days now...it's May 9th. Anyways, now I'm at home in MN, making dinner and crossing things off my to-do list, and one of them was this blogging business.

With the start of summer 2013, I'm anticipating one heck of a summer. To start, I'm about to move into our new house in Hancock this weekend with some lovely ladies, including 2 of my roomies from last year. Then summer classes start Monday, which is when my study abroad program will officially start. 3 weeks from yesterday is when our flight leaves Hancock for Chicago, then Frankfurt and eventually on to Tallinn, Estonia. I will then spend all of June in Eastern Europe, Russia and Finland.

Upon my arrival back to the states, I will meet my friend, Camille, who is coming to Minneapolis from France for a summer job, and we will venture off to Duluth together that very night to meet some of my good friends from school for a concert. Yes, the jet lag could be bad, but I am already way excited.

All of July will be spent getting things together, spending time with my friend and getting some relaxing time finally. After this time flies by, I am needed back in Houghton in August to be an Orientation Team Leader once again.

Because all these activities will keep me busier than ever, I'm deciding to start a separate blog just for my adventures in Houghton, Europe and such. I will try to post as much as possible, and perhaps include photos for every week or so.

Oh, speaking of photos, I just treated myself to a new Nikon DSLR -  hopefully that will motivate me to take and post more pictures of the happenings. I'm already obsessed.

I shall post a link to the new blog once I get on that, but now, off to eat some dinner!

Thursday, March 7, 2013

Making plans for the midnight sun

As I said in my post earlier this week, I will be traveling with a few other students and a faculty member this coming June to the country of Estonia. This morning, me and my friend Katelyn (who is also going to Estonia) were discussing passports and plane tickets and all the nitty gritty stuff that needs to be done before we depart.

Then we began discussing our post- program plans, or what the heck we were gonna do after the official program was done on June 19th. Well, my parents will be coming over to travel with me at some point, but we discussed maybe adventuring up to Finland for the weekend.

Sooooo that leads me to the main part of this post. I was just on Facebook, and noticed a video on another one of Katelyn and I's friends walls about Finland, where she is originally from. Can't say how stoked I am that we will be (hopefully...) in Helsinki for the summer solstice, or the midnight sun. Here it is: Land of the Midnight Sun


PS HAPPY SPRING BREAK FINALLY

Friday, March 1, 2013

Crunch time

I keep forgetting it's Friday today. Usually that never happens. I guess this has been what I'd call a "busy" week. After getting back on Sunday from the Birkie, I took Monday morning to sleep in and slowly acclimate back into the college life routine. Once Tuesday hit, however, everything changed with huge deadlines looming on the horizon of another perfect storm that is hitting right before I head off to California for Spring Break.

I have a web page due tonight. A paper due Sunday. An exam on Monday. Another exam on Tuesday. A graphic design project due Tuesday. A homework assignment due Tuesday. And finally, a huge paper due on Wednesday. Whew. Right now, I'm just focusing on making it out alive, but I'm already ahead of the game with finishing that blasted web page this afternoon. After a good 15ish hours of hard work and problem solving, here it is! I am very proud of it and actually had some fun putting it together.

Also, I'm stoked to add that the study abroad program to Estonia has been approved, so I will be spending roughly 6 weeks this summer in a faculty-led program that will get me and 8 or so other students client project experience as well as a unique experience in eastern Europe. I am so excited.

Most people ask me where the heck Estonia is. Right there, just a short ferry ride from Finland and short train ride to St. Petersburg.


Well, happy Friday, and happy end to the longest week ever for most Tech students. Keep plugging away, I can see the light at the end of the tunnel and it's coming from Truckee, CA. Lake Tahoe awaits.